TiNgTiNg's NeH XiNg ShI JiE...

moving on?

2011-01-07T04:44:00.000-08:00

hmm... these few days been moving too fast... had dinner with AZ and CY almost every night.. almost... had fun too... but... hmm... 我不是真真的快乐。。。think trying to force myself to be happy... new year new life.... though i still miss the old me and the old him... but i know it doesn't work like tat... at least it takes 2 hands to clap... fall sick, sick and more sick... gosh~ i hate it.. but think will recover soon... i know my frens will always be there for me at least... =)

missing him everyday and everynight... haiz... want to be with him... but... i not not possible anymore... i know he had better and happier life with others out there... so.... guess it doesn't matter if he understands my feelings or not, how i feel, how hurt i am... at the end of the day, ... jus..another gal along the streets....

Even if u lose, it doesn't mean that you have lost everything

2010-12-20T23:24:00.000-08:00

My fren wrote: Even if u lose, it doesn't mean that you have lost everything; at least u won an experience, a lesson. only with this experience and lesson, that you will do reflections and realize what really means a lot to you, what really is worth treasuring. (thanks. i know now who means a lot to me and who is worth treasuring for...)

If i'm not the one you want to treasure, I'll move on... I believe there'll be a person who's waiting to cherish me...

FOOL

2010-12-20T19:45:00.000-08:00

...Feel like a fool... haha.. still thought of taking care of him... but in the end, its jus a stupid thought. whenever i thought of forgiving , everytime it just turn out that something else worse happen... ahaha.. good good... giving me such obvious answer... yaya... i'll have to move on for real now...

so much feelings into it and all... gosh. i'm a ass hole. always saying is my fault but never think of him not putting effort in to the r/s nor treating me right... yet hurt me again and again and still think its right... fine.. i love e wrong person. e one i used to love is dead. this is another guy i never knew before..

i already said what's is wrong.. u want continue do i wont stop and i wont care anymore. not worth it. its time to move on. this time, i wont be soft hearted anymore.......... too many chances le... i', done being a clown... take it as i really love a guy who dun deserve me.

enough.

another painful day

2010-12-19T19:18:00.000-08:00

jus when I thought I can act stupid and all, things changed again... I really dun think I have the courage to continue.. take it as i'm weird. take it as i'm sensitive and all. whatever you wanna think. it doesn't matter... anymore.

while i'm cry my heart out, e one i love is enjoying....... i hate tat feeling... feel as if i never existed... and the whole world is happy without me...... never am i important at all.... jus a toy.

LOSTII

2010-12-19T05:27:00.000-08:00

...HAIZ... so L.O.S.T.... sian... dunno what to do... when I want to ignore, it just bug me like hell. when I try to accept it, it doesn't seem workable and it still bugs.... gosh... just drving me nuts la!!! ArH~ so so so vexed~ -_-" no mood for everything... surprisingly i'm eatin 4 meals a day now... so not me... gonna become a fatso very very soon.... HAIZ... If only everything didn't change.

boring

2010-12-17T00:03:00.001-08:00

boring x infinity! still thought of accompany AAA during my holidays.. so many plans to be executed... but... HAIZ! now stuck at home... staring at my FB... meaningless ar... ppl i wan to go out with all only free at night then i dun feel like going out at night lei... (scared i'll turned into a gumiho when full moon...HA. HA.) then some who asked me out... hmmm... dun really feel like going out with them...

got 1 keep asking me to go out... but i know he got motive de.... so.. nah... jus rejected him a while ago.. staying at home stone...

hey i'm really damn bored la! rarr!! gosh... i hate to admit but i do miss AAA like hell lot. damn it

headache

2010-12-16T23:04:00.000-08:00

wah.. big headache!!! horrible terrible! HAd a long night hearing stuff about someone... hmm... apparently tat some one has a very bad record. i know about it but maybe wasn't expecting it to be this bad. but at least tat person (AAA) did told me b4... so i'm still mentally stable when i heard the detailed version... what i heard is true or not, it doesn't matter. cos i believe AAA had at least changed a bit or 2.. or at least AAA would not hurt me to that extend... though I dun trust AAA tat much, for some things that AAA did is really unimaginable and unforgivable... but to this extend, I strongly believed AAA would not hurt me till that extend... though what AAA did (if what said is true), was really... haiz... just really hope one day AAA will stop influenced by the wrong ppl....

hmmm... funny week... so many ppl tried to cheer me up.. but 1 really make me have goosebumps... he mentioned things like "his bird, his balls, how to have sex and my boobs....".. gosh. faints. so stuck in my head...

as soon as i got single, one of AAA fren confessed to me. wasn't a shock. kind of anticipated it i guess... 6senses? hmm... second thought, maybe not. perhaps jus e way he look at me I find it diff compared to others... then another of AAA fren also, tried to date me... then another guy..... nvm... goodness... dun do this to me... i jus had a break up... i need to rest ya?

been thinking alot about my future lately... some stuff i really dun want let go... though i know it wont be possible to work out. but still a part of me feels like holding on... anyway, been thinking about my future career, my parents, savings...etc further education??? haha... r u kidding me? my brain cells are half dead.. lol... unless they can produce 10times more than what i have now, i'll go for it which in actual fact i want to.... anyway, so far... i think i think i'm still on the right track.. didn't really off track too much..

anyway, time for some happy stuff! been blogging E.M.O stuff these few days... gosh.. ENOUGH! haha... well, yesterday went for Hei Sushi buffet then came back still eat junk food, ice cream, drink a mug of red dates tea and then red wine... wah.... scary i tell u... your stomach jus start their war and bomb nuclear bombs like nobody business... hell for me yesterday night. could not sleep. muahaha... but still.. the tiramisu ice cream was awesome...

Mozzies been homeless for awhile now after my killer spray... i'm not gonna been kind to them even if its on Christmas night. =p

L.O.S.T

2010-12-16T03:00:00.000-08:00

I'm like so L.O.S.T... Its so torturing to love someone... cos you jus dunno when to let go... No matter how hard I tried to hate him to the core... Forcing myself to keep flash back all the things i hate to hate him, I still worried about him... yes. i'm still hitting my chest to sleep every night... but I cant help to worry about him... i hate myself... i really do...

been with him for 2years now... i wont say i'm the best gf but i already tried my best to give in whatever i could... i swear i really did... but perhaps to him its not enough... maybe he really did love me but some things he did really makes me upset.... i dunno how to forget... everytime it flash back, my heart hurts and chest would hurt again... missing a guy you really love which hurts u badly is really torturing....

seriously i dun care if everyone around me hates me.... i really jus want to be with the guy i truly loves.... i really miss him...i really do... but guess it doesn't matter anymore... since my feelings are not important anymore but everyone's else does then, there wont be future... for i'll always come in second... i wont stay in his heart... all e more, i'm not some wonderful girl.. and he's so popular among girls.. i think its better for him ba... if i'm given a chance for time travel, perhaps i'll jus go back to the time i first knew him and stay as fren then... at least both of us wont get hurt and we would be closer... for the saying goes : e best way to keep your loved ones close is to keep them as frens.... though i really want to love him properly and keep this r/s going, but it wont work i guess... for i know he wont cherish me ba.... guess i dun deserve him ba...

2years of being a idiot

2010-12-14T21:26:00.000-08:00

these 2years i dare swear, i really put in all my heart in maintaining my r/s... but all the effort just goes down the drain... all the sacrifices just became irritation, petty and unreasonable...

so many things happen and i'm always at fault.. fine, if that is what makes u happy then i'll take that. whatever you say... i'm really disappointed. and i really gave up le. i'll just pretend all these while the one i love is dead and i'll only remember e good memories with tat dead person. its so much for me to bare.. to much. hitting my chest to sleep crying so hard and wiping my tears so hard that i didn't even know i had actually cut my eyes by my nails and waking up thinking i'm bleeding tears...

every night having the same nightmare again and again...it jus keep flashing back even in the day time... i had to say but i'm really planning to commit suicide but always holding back cos i'm e only child my parents had and i haven kept my promise to them to give them a good life after i come out to work with my degree cert... i really feel like dying...

u jus never understand what u did is really too much... i know u'll never admit your mistakes and i'll forever be the unreasonable one. its okay. i gave up le... all these happen cos i loved you too much and i deserve it.

pls unbreak my heart II

2010-12-13T04:17:00.000-08:00

my fren wrote : 很想紧紧的抱住你, 永远也不放开手 on his profile . . .
my tears came down...
for i really would like to do that to the one i love too...
love him with all my heart and hold on to him tightly...
but.... i dunno who to hold... no one.

pls unbreak my heart

2010-12-13T01:23:00.000-08:00

For days and days, I've been crying... I really dunno what I'm doing... Everyone asked me to break but I just thought maybe I should hold on to him for I really loved him... but everything just seem to be a mistake... character, behavior, mind set, and all... sometimes i really feel so hurt that I wished I can just end my life... going through all these was really like hell...

I'm never treasured, never cared, never thought of and never missed... its like I'm just dog... following my master wherever he goes... and he got every right to ask me to get lost... and the right to ask me for company... but I just have to be 24/7 ever ready to love him, care for him and all... y? everyone around him and me wants me to break with him... say I deserve better... for my frens, i know they truly think tat way... for ppl around him? i dunno.. i'll just take it as they care as well ba... though i know some hated me to core... tat doesn't matter for I jus thought I jus wan to love him and be there for him... but doesn't seem to be that way... I'm just.... really a nobody...

how can I even tolerate all the push away, shouting, screaming, cold and harsh treatment till now? how can i have tat courage to apologize to him everytime we quarrel and knowing he'll push me away the next sec and yell at me to scram? i feel like laughing at myself for being such a useless person... all the things he did... was really the worse i can imagined.. but still i hold on... i just thought I should follow my heart...

looking back again, i dunno if i should feel sad. its the path I choose... i cant blame cos i choose this path too... I wont complain too for loving a person truely, u'll give all in.. guess i'm just disappointed ba... i'm not being demanding... isn't e things i request of is what a guy should do or treat his gf? dun i deserve them too? i'm jus a girl too... i also wish i can have a guy who can protect me, love me and care for me... y can i have one like everyone else? why is it tat i can be treasured? think its time for me to let go entirely ba...

so hurtful and unbearable... i wish i can go back to the day before i know him... i can no longer judge if he's serious to me anymore... i can no longer lie to myself that he loves me truly loves me too.. i jus want to lead a peaceful life with the one i love and truly loves me...

dear god, pls grant my wish... can i meet my "fated one", e one u planned for my future happiness to appear now and forever i'll be happily ever after? i really want to meet him... i also want to feel that there's someone whom i can called "belonged to me", e who who is very willing to love me, care for me, cherish me and protect me... just where are u... y aren't u coming out to meet me and protect me? or r u detesting me like everyone else?

Back on blog + summary of recent activities..

2010-07-16T20:18:00.000-07:00

This Degree course is driving me nuts... really tough... really struggling.... really dissappointed with myself... haiz... my results as compared to the past really drop drastically... haiz...

Anyway, recently had been recently stressed out... on everything I guess.. school, personal life..etc ALL? haha.. I wont say I'm the worst but I think I suffered enough from all this stuff... really drains my energy.. Went out with MayFen yesterday.... wanted to shop for a pair of heels but didn't had a chance. MayFen need to rush back home to get ready for her Dinner and Dance...

It's been very long since I last where heels... If i wear flats often, my leg will hurts.... cos too used to wearing heels since young... but who ask that guy to be just slightly round my height? then... haiz... but recently find that my legs get tired easily and start to ache at the back so.. decided to get a heels... perhaps shorter ones lo..

yesterday had a very messy night.. lazy to say.. but I dun really like it... Horrible... Day.. still okay.. Whenever with Serene, my day got crazy... lol... we talked nonsense and had laughters.. I feel as if I'm back to my poly days... Days in SIM wasn't as fun as I thought...

The life in SIM FOR ME, I guess I'd consider it as " a must go" thingy. I just know that I need to go to school tat's all. I dun even have the motivation to print notes and do project.. wat's wrong with me? I really dunno... I think you guys should know me better... During my Poly days, I do my work right away whn I'm free... haiz... maybe this's what they called " too tired-give up" attitude... haha... I dun like my life there... But I have to.

Personal life... hmm... pretty much the same... same lo... EMo Emo EMo... haiz... same problems lo... depression all the time... yesterday my mum's fren came over and we had a chat together with my mum and my grandma... my dad's side... (my other grandma passed away..).. we chated about relationship... they describe how a guy would be if he is reeally in love with u.. I dunno.. but I feel kinda sad. cos its so hard to find a guy who can really loves you like mad... I mean I'm not saying to love you like some pervert la... haha... but... haiz... u treat them too good, they'll think higly of themseves and take it for granted... but yet you cant bare to treat them bad.. haiz.. people says, when a girl falls in love, she loses her intelligence... I agree... TOTaLLY... I'm one of them? lols...

I saw this show on tv and they said " 女人用下半生来思考。。。男人用下半身来思考。。。。" as in girls decide their stuffs based on their future.. for guys, they decide their stuff based on their bottom part of body.. direct translation would be, girls used bottom rest of life to think... guys used bottom part of body to think... lol. guys ar guys ar.... haiz...

there's many stuffs i wanna say my feelings out but for some reasons i cant....... haiz.. well, some other time... at least If feel better when I let it out...

uncle counting stacks of money

2010-02-08T21:53:00.000-08:00

My goodness!!! i'm studying at Bedok library e study hall.. I had the whole table to myself.. then got this uncle came over and wanted to sit beside me instead of opposite me.. then nvm... i told him nobody is sitting. he told me he wanted to come money... I was ???..

then he lay out all the $10 on the table like table cloth. whole stack of money la!!!! he kept talking to me.. like "have you seen so much money before?" "wah... lucky no money missing..." "only married ppl got so much money do you understand?? huh huh huh??!?!" i ignored.. like wanna show off.. i cant take it.. i ignored another 15mins.. then before he goes off he gave me a packet of new OCBC ang pow?? dots. I'm speechless... i thank him and he left...

Why he gave me tat?? dots... wan give then give money la!!! whole stack! show off only... dots...

life in school

2010-02-02T06:13:00.000-08:00

hmm.. recently really too stressed.... hao fan ar!!! but hai hao... i still have some good frens that talk nonsense with me... haha... recently also had a lot of problems... too many.. family, frens school...etc haiz... but still can cope... =)

tat day Ms Wong (TP accounting lecturer) fetch me from SIM and bring me to this place called THE RAIL MALL. sounded like the REAL MALL. haha. chit chat awhile.. nothing much... kinda miss my life in TP... the lecturers there.. my frens all... haha.. i even miss the horrible 2torturing months in Vietnam Hanoi with my group mates.. so much memories... seriously, no offense, i think i prefer my poly life then uni... i dunno how to put it... or perhaps i've only been in SIM for 1 year ba...

sometimes while chatting with my frens, i'll suddenly bring up my oversea internship thingy and all... i really miss it!!! and i think i'm closer with my poly frens ba... how to put it??? hmm.. we went through many nonsense stuff.. study together, presentation... i mean everybody went through but ours is much more fun and memorable.. at least to me... haha.. haiz... miss everyone. think my poly frens are really... really... precious to me. thanks everyone for being there when i'm sad and all. thanks.

so unfair!!!

2010-01-26T02:52:00.000-08:00

was so happy today.. perhaps not happy but fine at least... then... i really think is so unfair to me... why did she think of her feelings only and not mine??? ya i know... she is close with her.. but cant she be fair??? i wont type the story here... i know she wont see this also.. but jus... aiya.. i dunno la... i feel so extra now... i dun hate her... but now i feel that bços of her my life is so full of thorns ready to prick me... i really thought u understand me... i really do... you really hurt me... always thought you are like a big sis that will support me and everything... thought you'll understand how i feel.... i jus hate the both of you now!!!!

one hypocrite: act nice in front of elders while treat others like wat... shout at me at act a show to me.... made everyone thinks you're the pity one i'm the bad one!!! ya la! i also got wrong so? it's you dun wan de. now everything my fault again! you drop your stuff i pick up give u, u dun wan. i beg u take u still dun wan. then later i keep liao you say you wan and start scolding me and tell everyone my fault???? ya!!!! you angel i devil can!!!! everyone stands at your side!

other: made me thinks you support me while you actually still siding her.. i know you close.. but why cant you be fair!!!! always thought you're like a big sis that is fair... ya i know i a bit selfish.. but cant you think of my feelings??!?!??!?!?!?! really disappoint me... wont look for you anymore... jus breaks my heart to think tat the person i look up upon so much actually side others...

i tried my best to fit in and you made me comfortable... now u let me see all these things... can u pls be fair to me!!!! everyone sides her then me???? i know i'm extra!!!! fine??? happy now!!!! all jus trying to be nice to me only.... you only know unfair to her! you know how much it impacts on me ma!!!!!!!!!!!!! ya ya... i extra.. no need to be cared at allll....

Clear sem 1 exams

2009-12-02T18:04:00.000-08:00

Woo hoo!!!! I CLEARED MY SEM1 EXAMS! phew phew phew~ can die ar!!! was having nightmares regarding my exams... couldn't sleep a wink.. i could chat with Alex till 5am in the morning... I just couldn't sleep...

during exam preparation month i'm mugging books EVERY SINGLE DAY to 3am... morning till night was tutored by my frens... Owe them a big time man! THANKS SYA, LALITHA AND JASON!!!

So happy!! I woke up with shock when Sya smsed me this morning. was chatting with Alex till 6am plus.. so tired! then around 9am plus sya smsed me saying results were out... I dashed out to the toilet and clean myself getting ready to view my results... wah... my heart's in my throat...

Love you ppl!!! thanks for all the help! you saved my little life!!! haha...

sorry for not updating my blog for so long... was really busy preparing my exams.... will update soon i promise... haha... if u missed any previous posts, pls go to my archives to view ém.. :D

alex's testimonial for me

2009-09-21T00:11:00.000-07:00

he wrote:

aLeX
Posted 09/19/2009 11:33 pm
Sorry for the delay in replying to you..

recently was kind of neglected you due to my studies as well as working at the same time...
Finally i have completed my diploma with you be my side providing me with all the moral support....

Thank you dear...

also, finally got u a birthday present and now it my turm to say...." where is my birthday present"... haha :P

Dear, thank you for staying be my side and giving all the happiness and joy..

All i can say is... I LOVE YOU>>> and it mean FOREVER... MuAcKZ...

your loving hasband

P.S. I love you

Damn sweet..... I'm lovin' it!

life in SIM and all

2009-09-15T01:18:00.000-07:00

Recently so many things to do... assignments!!!!!!!!!!!!!! stupid Organization Behaviour... very upset me...

issue:
for referencing work, we need to include the whoever's work in our literature findings and at the appendix reference list.
E.g for reference list is

McShane, S. and Travaglione, T. 2007, Organizational Behavior on the Pacific Rim, McGraw-Hill, 2nd Edition, Sydney (Page 13-15 and 42-43)

but!!!! for the literature review page is (McShane and Travaglione, 2007)

that's without the initials.... I added in... ARGH!

lecturer said even if you scored high distinction for the essay, but referencing format got problem then will be jus pass... tat's how important it is... argh... angry!!! but i pass la... dunno should be angry or happy. but still ok la... my accounting get distinction... statistics i dunno... pray hard can pass... though studied b4 but all forget le... haiz....

met new frens in school.. new project group mates and all but.... still prefer geraldine and Faiz.... sob... where you guys.... aiyo....

oh ya... dun keep asking me why i dun wan put tag box.... got reasons.... maybe next time ba.... love you guys... frens for life.... thanks for being with me during my poly years....

malaysia trip

2009-07-28T08:46:00.001-07:00

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went to alex's ah ma house in malaysia for 2 days... 25 and 26 july 2009.
really had fun...
since you all know i go curfew FOREVER....
its really heaven for me you know!!!!!!!!!!!
lol...
enjoyed my stay really...
Dear rode me round the area with his cousin on the bike...
haha... we went out to packet supper for others..
we bought fried noodles, ramily burger...etc...
we also went pasar malam...
jie jie also went back... so crowded!!! haha... fun!!! at first the children there like shy... cos dunno who am i.... by evening only, all start to hold my hands and drag me everywhere...
haha.. alex even got jealous for not accompanying him...
ask me why am i doing in the living room when his outside playing a lightning Frisbee.
so i replied... "babysit lo... haha..."
he smiled...
they comb my hair, tie my hand, dry my hair.... share story books... one share her problem in school with me... ask me teach her spellings... so touch...
oh ya!!!! they had monkey as pet!!!
they let out the monkey and it fight with the dog.. lol!!!
the video clip i'll upload some other day... damn funny..
seen a monkey using its leg to kick away a dog's face??? haha...
went to eat bak kut teh with his grandparents and all...
his small aunty keep teasing us lo... say:"wah... hand hold so tight ar???", "hug so tight ar?", "wah.... you sit so close to her ar... ", "wah... you like er shi si xiao lao gong leh... haha.."..
(er shi si xiao means 24/7 filial husband...)
i laughed so hard i couldn't breathe...
then bla bla bla... alot la...

ajisen ramen

2009-07-28T08:41:00.000-07:00

went to eat ajisen ramen tat day...
wanted to go on monday as there's a promotion...
50% for members on every 3rd monday of the month...
but we forgot...
we even planned to go together with his mum....
haha... next day aunty pester... complain say we nv bring her go...
haha... she's so cute...!
then i think a few days later we went dhoby ghaut walk walk then alex craving...
my treat... hee... enjoyed!

sumsung jet

2009-07-28T08:30:00.000-07:00

I've got a new phone!!! Samsung jet!!!
it's a present from Alex.... his "first" salary... lol... kidding... he bought it with a promotion of $298 with plan.. else $398 with plan... no contract $698... I heartache.... seriously all my phones' values add together also haven hit that amount... i've got 4 used phone... all less than $100 each.. (i got lobang... hee hee) average $89 each. i really touch... thanks dear!!!! exchanged back for him to upload songs for me 2 days... hee else he complain buy phone for me i nv make use of it, nv put songs... was scolded by him tat day for missing his call.. say buy phone for me still cannot find me... he's storming mad... lol anyway... thank you!

ANderson ice cream and Hei sushi

2009-07-07T21:46:00.000-07:00

Heavenly!!! Alex dear treat me for Anderson Ice cream for Hi Tea and Hei Sushi buffet for dinner!!!! my goodness... i'm gonna be a fat piggy le!!! really eat till bloated... for anderson ice cream we ordered the sundae... 4scoop of icecream.. i chose choco mint and banana crunch while he chose cookies and cream and belgium choco... haha... all my fav!!! muahaha!!! =P

BBQ steamboat with DEsmond and frens!

2009-07-07T21:43:00.000-07:00

Went to eat BBQ steamboat with Alex dear, desmond and some sunplaza frens... Bloated ar!! haha... free treat + free escort home... muahaha... best deal!!! lol.. jk..

airbase cycling 09

2009-07-07T20:59:00.000-07:00

Wah!! First time cycled at Paya Lebar Air base!!! the feeling was damn damn Shiok! haha!!! cycling on airway track wor!!!! haha!!! wow... like millions of sg ppl took part... grand and i'm really surprised that some ppl came wityh those SMALL WHEELED PORTABLE bicycle and yet cycled faster than me!!!!! argh!!! some ppl cycled for 30km... haha... me? 13km only... cos my mum's lunar birthday tat day... so me and dad got to rush home earlier to accompany her.. : ) FUN!!!

videos of TP graduation 2009

2009-06-04T22:37:00.000-07:00

here frens!!! here are 2 videos taken during our ceremony... spot your head... Hee... congrats again!

Uncle's 23 b'day

2009-06-01T00:46:00.001-07:00

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We celebrated alex's dad 23rd bday on sat and sun.... muahaha... enjoyed... me and Ah qi (alex's cousin) chose the coffee cake! muahaha... aunty said its nice!!! muahaha.. went to bugis for lunch on sunday... tat ice tea is huge.... my goodness... we all shared.... giant cup.... cool~ aunty say on alex's birthday we'll go and take a photo with that cup again... we'll have a proper group photo around it!

more on tp graduation

2009-05-31T23:01:00.000-07:00

here are some more photos from my dad's camera...

2009 TP graduation ceremony

2009-05-25T05:50:00.000-07:00

wee~ finally graduate from Temasek poly le... 3 years fianlly pass le... now cant wait to start school in SIM global for bachelor in business management in 1st JULY... Just went to made payment today.. so excited.. about that day the graduation ceremony, hmm... fun?

hhahaha... i dunno how to describe that feeling... seeing your frens going up the stage one by one to receive the cert... touching.. hhaha...

finally over... happy and sad moments... the times we struggle overseas student internship programme, project, assignments, exams, boring lectures...etc. so unforgettable... so memorable...

tat day was too rushing to Mhotel for buffet lunch wif my parents and Alex... wanted to take photo with my god bro and all his classmates(i know all his classmates... lol) and a few of my lecturers like MR LOK... my god bro asked me to call me when i finish the ceremony but i forgot!!! sob.. sorry!!!

anyway, i enjoyed myself.. and i'm glad, on this special day of my whole life, my frens, family and Alex dear is there for me... thanks all!!!

car rental to mount faber and sg flyer

2009-05-25T05:43:00.000-07:00

tat day alex and i went walk walk... then we went to sg flyer... took some photos.. enjoyed myself.. wee~ went to mount faber that day in Alex's rental car... later went to alex's sis house, to his aunty salon... then went to turf city with andy... haha.. around the world!!!!

Sakae buffet again!

2009-05-12T00:16:00.000-07:00

Went to eat Sakae buffet again!!!! haha...
Tat time went with Desmond and his fren...
now with yanling and ah qi (jacky).. haha...
Ah qi eat the least!!! muahaha...

but we really eat quite a lot..
around 58 plates? excluding the red plates..
haha.. was really damn full...
we actually wanted to go CPF building there to eat...
but was close on labour day...
dunno why.. beats me..
then we walked over to icon village... haha..
we took lots ok photos on the way....
we had lots of laughter while eating...

then later ah qi and alex sent me home...
think i reach home around 11pm plus???
we bluetooth each other's picture in mrt...
so many photos!!! haha..lol.

Ailing jie jie was shock tat yanling went for buffet cos yanling was on a diet treatment..
hee... but guess it was ok...
other than yanling dip her sushi with chilli oil...
muahaha... double fattening + cholestrol...
look forward for another buffet meal...

recently been eating lots of fish and co and manhatten fish n chips with dear... haha... a bit forbia...
but..... hmm...
i dun mind if dear wanna bring me go eat again... hee..

Cooking at Alex's house...

2009-05-11T23:19:00.001-07:00

Had so much fun recently... haha..
Me, Ah Qi and Alex dear cooked together for dinner...
I prepared Emperor Herbal Chicken...
Dear prepared Bitter gourd+ seaweed +other ingredients soup...
Ah qi prepared fry beans sprout...
then later me and alex made some crabmeat stick spring roll...
so fun!!! haha...
Dear helped me to chop my chicken into quarters...
half of it we brought it over to yanling's house... :)

then after tat ah qi mop the floor while i wash the pots and pans lo...
haha... guess wat???
I got praises for my herbal chicken!!! muahaha....
it's delicious ok!!! haha...

Hang Hang's b'day

2009-04-27T21:31:00.000-07:00

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Thurs me and Alex thought celebrate HangHang b'day... then he cancel driving lesson I went to school to fetch him... then we realise is fri to sun... anyway, we had fun tat day... went to yanling house to see her com... initially there's problem... but somehow miracle, her com revived. lol. Fri went to fetch him too... then go home help them carry BBQ stuffs over by cab... while waiting for the BBq food, the others got a treat by sis... they went Sakura!!! sob.. Alex's mummy complain say wanna claim.. cos she want to eat too.. lol.. then whole night sit downstair chalet chit chat...took a lot of photos.. i still got a lot photos with alex's mum(in her hp..) and alex's camera....haha.. sis try to take my photo...say wan put on facebook.. but my face very messy and oilly.. in the end i snap her photo back.. muahaha....my bbq skills not bad de hor!!!! at least never chao da.. haha.. then went to bed at 7am.. dots.. by right sis left me and alex one bed... then alex's cousin too tired.. then fall asleep b4 us. so alex and i cuddle together on the floor with 1 towel again... we always ended up sharing one towel... its cold de lo!!! then later 7am, baby cry.. then sis wake up feed her.. then later she vomit.. then sis ask me sleep with Hang Hang while dear still on floor... then later when Hang Hang wake up then Alex share bed with me. I cant sleep by tat time le... too cold.. Hang Hang go around tickle people... wake people up.. then i summon him over to tickle Alex... he giggle giggle then run over then he tickle my head!!! then run away.. diaoz... then i went see doctor then come back while dear rest lo... (cos we drank a lot red wine and tiger.. oops.) then second day we went beach walk walk... everyone left me and alex on the big rock while they go bench sit... so me and dear listen song then have small talks lo... later sand fly come attack me then Dear bring me over their side rest... got so many bites... we had laughter... haha.. sis and alex's cousin went a bit hyper... haha.. keep laughing.. totally fun! then my thighs muscle injured.. Alex piggy back me to chalet for awhile... cos i shy... so many people!!! but the pain was killing me la! then later we took cab home to alex's house sleep.. Enjoyed the whole night!!! We had small sweet talks and stuff.. Lovely and romantic.. =x because it was also our 5th month!!! then morning he send me home after we had fish and co. for breakfast.. hee hee... totally beat. but i still managed to struggle from home to punggol to see my ah ma... she got stroke then no one take care... then later 6pm reach back home bath then sleep till next day... never knew having a bed is so comfortable... really blessing... hee

another day @ Hougang pri

2009-04-14T20:37:00.000-07:00

Another day @ Hougang pri...
very angry towards the end of the lesson
shouted at them like there's no tml..
*guilty* they're sad..
haiz.. some ex students came back to visit... *touched*

Baobei came to fetch me from Hougang Pri after I *rarr *him..
sorry dear..
went to hougang interchange for dinner
baobei very excited...
HIM: "wat u wanna eat!!!!" x2
ME: "I......"
HIM: "WESterN Food!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
ME: "k...."
HIM: "muahaha.... "

-_-"

first time he so fast decide what to eat... dots...
i ordered pork chop
he ordered black pepper hotplate chicken...
HIM:" you'll regret for not ordering my plate... muahaha..."
after food arrived...
he keep feeding me with his food...
ME:" i know i wont regret... cos I know you'll feed me yours... MUAHAHAHA.."
BLEAH... <3

I'm Smart afterall... haha..

adios! need go for lunch then go school fetch baobei from school... :)
rain rain go away~

birthday

2009-04-06T02:38:00.000-07:00

FREEDOM!!!!!!!!!!! AT LAST 21!!!!!!!!!! From this moment I wish time stops... cos forever 21 I wanna stay!!! HEe... sometimes I wonder how come I'm still stuck with the "childish" mindset... hmm... I wan think mature!!! Hee...

tat day went to Grand Copthrone hotel for dinner buffet and stay there overnight with Alex, May, Max, Ee Lin, Pei Qi, Xin Mei and Zhi Xiang... haha... Had lots of fun!!! HAHAa... dun see I small in size... Alex and I were the last one to stop eating... muahaha.... bleah. lol.. everyone see chocolate fondue only cannot tahan... diaoz. if I'm not wrong only Alex eat the oysters and stuff... He wanted to challenge my dad see who eat more... muahaha.. dun think I dunno wor... ya la.. you winner la!!! haha... first time I eat raw scallop and cold prawns without my dad shell for me.. Thanks Dear!! haha... wah... damn bloated la!!!

then at night... the b'day cake no one touches... my parents bring back home.. everyone was so full!!! Alex lead the group at 3am around the hotel.. trying to get us to clark quey then pub... then take wrong route, walk one big round back hotel.. lol.. then the rest go back see their soccer match lo... haha. we all trying to guess the score... 6 nil.. diaoz. then me and Alex went walk walk in the night.. enjoyed alot..

oh ya! we watched horror movies... wah lao. cant sleep sia. me and xin mei had to bath together... got one bath tub and one shower ma... Alex tried to be funny... say bath together... kick him out toilet... haha.. bleah... xin mei snatch for the bath tub and i snatched for the shower... haha.. no quarrel.. she say she wan SPA.. diaoz.. i dun wan.. after horror movies they all scare me with DARK WATER.. after shower, the bath tub water drain down very slow cos xin mei dunno how to release it... then Alex came in to help lo... haha.. we all joke say can put goldfish play... haha..

haha... we fall asleep dunno wat time... 4.30am?? xin mei, zhi xiang alex and i slept on bed while may lie on floor watching some chinese show till 6am national anthmn song then woke me up.. diaoz.. freezing cold la!! xin mei and zhi xiang sleep till took the whole blanket. Alex and I had to cuddle together and share one TOWEL!!!!!! my goodness! May too cover herself with towel.. at least she can have the whole towel to herself... really cold..

had big breakfast... wee~ so heavenly!! haha... went orchard shopping after tat...

oh ya, Love the cards and presents you all gave... thanks all! muacks! you guys made my day a special and memorable one... Thanks!

hougang pri

2009-03-17T08:19:00.000-07:00

Phew... today went to Hougang pri to teach... wah... energy drain to negative totally!!!!!! can die... morning session is i drain theirs... they play non stop... muahaha... afternoon my turn... wah.. the 3 boys ar... butt itchy.. cannot sit... not even for 1 MIN!!!!!!!!!!!!! turn head only run dunno where... RARRR!!!!!!!!! no wonder the other teachers al warn me... diaoz... really tiring...

but then ok la... they're always cute little devils... haha... everyone keep asking my age... then say i nv tell them advance i coming teach them cos b'day this sat... haha... :P k la...

jus finish typing the verification of employment letter for application of UniSIM... I dunno y but like very troublesome... need u prove minimum 2yrs w0rking exp... lucky my instructor damn nice then agree to help me sign and all.... tml ALex accompany my go find my conductor to stamp and sign the document... THANKS!!!! hee.... : D

kk... night my devoted readers!!! my best frens and all!!! I sleeping le!!!!!!!! YAWN~

Victorious war had just ended!!

Ring + Pendent + IT fair + apply SMU and SIM

2009-03-16T03:10:00.000-07:00

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Hmm.. summary of recent events... was busy so cant update.... here goes... * Collection of my couple ring cos one of the diamonds drop off.. but lucky... free replacement.. best service ever!!! FREE replace of Diamond! muahaha... my luck!

* I chose one pendent for my b'day gift... a little metal book with 4 pages that allows you to engrave words and pictures.. so i put my solo pic and family pic.. then my name on cover, "happy 21st b'day" on back of cover and d.o.b on internal back cover.. i really like it.

*Dad bought me the gold key pendent I put one side le.. neck itchy... moreover... I'm not really into g0ld.. more of silver.. but still will wear once in awhile.. else dad will be sad.. then jus realise he bought a full thread of pearl necklace.... he wanna surprise me n give it to me on sat. but i saw it accidentally.. again... i dun like pearls.. seems old... haiz... I wan the COLOURED SCREEN $109.90 TAMAGOTCHI!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL.

* Alex, Desmond and Andy went to IT fair and work... 2 camera and one laptop.. lol. Went to find Alex on SAt,,, wah... damn unbelievable... I started to queue even outside the suntec city entrance.. then slowly to convention centre.. was there with zi xiang and xin mei.. took us 20+mins to reach 4th fl00r.. the screen still ask we all to come back after an hour... the green screen,... power of IT fair... diaoz.. while queueing I saw Teck Hui... ( my Takashimaya fren.. ) was surprised to see him there. didn't expect he still remembers me.. lol...

* applying for SMU and SIM.. Sim can kill.. their date system g0t problem... haiz. then still ask for letter of employment.. troublesome!!!! SMU... hmm.. ok la.. took me awhile writing the 600 words essays.. asking me my achievements, contributions...etc.. then Alex accompanied me to TP to apply for Alumini card, photocopy my exam result transcripts, CCA transcript , certificates..etc... he complain i photocopy too many.. cos my cash card with dad.. so i use his.. muahaha..

then later he accompanied me go SMU drop the documents lo... fun... tat day was kinda lame. we fall asleep in bus then we overslept by one stop. we alighted at bugis area... SMU is within sight but we walked away from the administrative building and walk towards dhoby ghaut side to school of social science... then from tunnel the map we realise we walk wrongly then from dhoby ghaut the SMU tunnel, we walked back to bugis...

then we went for IT fair find Desmond.. then walked to marina square then back to IT fair again.. was discussing for dinner when i feel like eating anderson ice cream.. but their student cone mus be paid by some weird credit card.. not citibank , visa, master... so weird ones.. we remembered dhoby ghaut's no need. so we once again went back to Dhoby ghaut.. we went for long john silver for dinner. then were too bloated for ice cream... haiz.. after walking back to dhoby ghaut for ice cream, yet nv had it.. haha.. might as well jus eat long john silver at bugis.. lol. then guess wat? we walked back to bugis to take bus home... muahaha..

* then recently weather very hot.. my dad's car crack... tis is ridiculuos.. haiz..
* haha.. we've been bad... Alex and I promised each other to save money.. but still... we went for Manhatten Fish Market... hee... ANyway, I promised to bring him for SAKAE.. Hee.. might go next week.. else he'll complain say I bluff him... haha

RiNG!!!!!!!! + Ascentia + 22 lunar birthday

2009-03-01T03:09:00.000-08:00

Yipee! finally g0t my ring! really ver happy... when i'm free i'll upload it up...

well, recently had many happy day... i quit my job as Sales Executive from Ascentia le... hmm... missed my colleagues and working environment.. but too bad... guess it doesn't suit me ba... their working environment ar? hmm... how to say leh... haha. we do chicken dance, funny funny punishment like dancing bollywood, penguin dance as punishment... oh! my favourite punishment they had... electric lighter!

once during meeting, my fren's phone rang. then everyone sabo him out for punishment. my boss took out the lighter ask him press.. dunno how he do it.. but he make it seem like the lighter wwent out of batt.. so he told boss that batt went out. and so my boss buy the story and tried press the button himself... guess what? my boss got electricuted!!! muahaha.... everyoned laughed...

the company was special in that sense they had verious motivating competitions... for team, group, individual.... really fun... first n second day only i g0t P.best and they invite me to hit the g0ng, run around company hi-5 with everyone... haha.. really fun. their company operate similar with japanese organization culture... fun...etc..

in my company, everyone treat me like some princess.. lol. during breaktime i got see drink and tau sa pau... free lunch free drink.. lol... then once while walkin to company, my colleague saw another fren which is also my colleague but from another team.. then they chit chat while i tail behind them. then tat guy turn around and asked for my name... so i replied.. then guess what.. he said "oh! so you're ting! everyone is talking about u!!!!"... tat's so weird. cos its only my 2nd day... my company got 90 over plus ppl lo... n true enough... i step in office for meeting only, everyone call me liao...

cos day 1 meeting i afternoon shift. so only asked to attend afternoon meeting. then 2nd day is sat ma.. then is whole campany meeting (morning + afternoon shift ppl)... everyone greet me like i boss like tat.. haha!!!!!! but scary... like u dunno them all but all know u... diaoz.

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mum yesterday bought a pendent for me... i chose it myself! though its a cheap pendent, but i wanted it for very long le... its a stainless steel pendent... $85.. then its like a album but really can open like a book... then u can laser engraving your picture, words..etc... damn nice.. (or that's wat i thought..) then went to eat giant seafood platter... muahaha... enjoyed! my dad bought me a gold key pendent.. seriously... i dun really like it... cos.... i prefer silver... gold like too... old??? but still its a b'day gift from my dad so... i still love it. : ) he say near $1000... dunno true a not... but still i like it... thank daddy mummy!

yaya... will upload photos soon... busy accompany Alex these few days and going office... but now i quit le... so got more time ba... er... maybe not... cos need go for driving lesson... see how ba... xp

Han River + valentine 09

2009-02-15T23:26:00.000-08:00

Recently still went around having good food. felt bad.. Alex keep treating me so i decided to treat him and i brought him to this Thai restaurant tat evening for dinner. one of my favourite. enjoyed the food.. i'm there struggling the food.. while he asked for 2nd bowl of rice... i cant finish my portion so i gave him half my bowl.. muahaha.. (i ordered too much.. ) he had hard time finishing the food too. haha.. we pushing food around at the end of dinner.. we ordered spicy fried fish, sambal kangkong(the restaurant chef's rec.. alex like it too..), spring onion pork and honey lemon chicken.. wanted to order the fish maw soup.. (lucky nv... ) BLOATED!

Hmm... Went to Han River for steam boat with Alex... haha... we ate from 4.30 like tat till around 7.30pm like tat ba... wah... non stop. hee hee... scary.. food was ok lo. then valentine eve, went to bugis for swensens with alex and my takashimaya frens... was having a sore throat.. killing me.. somebody still keep feeding me with fish & chips... his treat again.. diaoz. lol. saw a jewellery booth.. Alex asked if I like any of the designs... I saw the price like $225++.. omg... nearly fainted. Didn't take another glance and i jus told him "no, Dun like.. go other place see..". I dun wan him spend so much $$$ on me..... i felt really bad.. though he say he had found a job.. but still....

2009 Valentine's day... (picture to be uploaded WHEN I GOT THE PICs... LOL)
omg! finally got a ring! bought this ring from couple lab. We sent in for laser engraving and will only be ready by tis sat... om.... i'm so excited about it... total $98. compared to tat day the ring.. really big difference.. difference by 50%+ !

Went to Manhatten Fish Market for dinner.. (oops.. guess I'm starting to love tis restaurant more n more!!!) We queued up for 1hour +.. total valentine set meal was $73+ I secretly shoved some $$ into his organiser while he eating... lol.... haha. oh! and b4 we left, the waiter helped us took a instant photo print on his camera...!!! cool!!! i love it so much!

stairs fall

2009-02-03T01:25:00.000-08:00

OUCCCHHH~!
Yesterday night had a heavy fall down a flight of stairs... PAIN!!! thank goodness Alex was there.. tml got NAPFA test.. die... how??? haiz.. cant even walk properly.. haiz.. Alex had me put a BIG BIG BIG plaster on it.... around 7 by 11 cm the plaster on it.. the bone damn pain lo.. Dad suggest go x-ray... sob.. dun wan...

anyway, today the CCom presentation was horrible!! argh... the rest of the presentations for this week should say good ba.. hee...

FooD buffet...

2009-02-01T04:22:00.000-08:00

haha.. recently keep going for good food.. wah... gaining weight.. haha.. fish & co.. manhathan fish market, sakae buffet....etc.. then yesterday went to drink with alex, xin mei,zi xiang and fang xiang... xin mei vomit... poor gal.. hope she's alright now... wah... yesterday play pool with alex.. guess who won??? muahaha... guess s0meone let s0meone win lo.... we ate satay too... very l0ng never eat le.. yummy... hmm...

yesterday had great fun... they came over my house for lunar new year dinner... alex gave my dad a bottle of white wine with 24k gold leaf inside... WOW...!! we played poker... wah!!! all bully me!!!! sob.. starting win then last 2 round all take revenge... RARRR.. haha... totally enjoyed...

anyway, mon and tues presentation... ARhh~ scary.... although everytime got presentation but still.... nervous... haha. wed NAPFA... pray hard... pls pass...

my fren say can ask ppl take for us... jus point to the name list.. no need matrix card... BUT BUT BUT!!!!!

TiNg2: Help me take napfa leh... -_-"

ALEX: Can meh?

TiNg2: can... no need card... point name can le... HEE HEE.. ^_^

ALEX: er... Got guy's name call TiNg2 ma????

TiNg2: SOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ALEX: and hor.... tat person see the result surely wont believe and be shock... (cos his napfa test result very good... i damn lousy... sob..)

nvm!!! i'll jia you!!! at most touch wood my standing board jump fail, i tell instructor i dun wan run 2.4km.... hee... (learn from wee kiong... ) muahahaha....

BLOG REVIVED

2009-01-22T17:01:00.000-08:00

BLOG REVIVED!!

HMM.. dunno wat to write... too many things happened.. anyway, there's been ups and downs.. but the main thing is i'm graduating soon!! hmm.. so nervous... dunno where shoyld i go from here... 2009, new life!

new year resolution: Study hard!!! be optimistis and less emo... kick my my depression bye bye!

will update pictures of my recent food feast with my friends... :)

reflections

2008-11-12T20:39:00.000-08:00

after reading Geraldine's blog, I feel like reflecting myself...
hmm..
Been making a lot of stupid mistakes to hurt my life..
the only thing tat i didn't was to concentrate my studies...
though wasn't 100% concentration..
the most recent ones that I regret was to trust somebody...
Really hurt me..
Else, I guess I would be happier...
I wont say I'm totally not at wrong but...
I know a word called "responsibility".....
I dun like the idea of pursuading ppl to follow your path...
n leaving tat person to die or leaving your problems to that person...
Think twice b4 u make any decisions...

Haiz...
So many "Wat's" in my mind now....
What's trust??
can it be built in a sec n break in next?
I wonder...

Though I got depression and loves to think alot...
Very Sensitive...
I know I 'm observant enough....
I dun think rubbish for the fun of it...
They make senses...
jus maybe u didn't realise yourself...

Sometimes I feel ppl are jus acting around you...
or perhaps lying to themselves too...

Had a very good chat with my fren tat day in Tampines...
I really enjoyed her chat...
At first I wasn't so sad...
till she told me something....
she made me understand tat all my "too much thinking" was never wrong...
thanks...
It may not be a very bad month if she nv ask me out for reunion tat day...
but I'm glad to know her...
Thanks for staying by my side supporting me...

It suddenly strike my mind after reading Geraldine's blog.. that I've lived for 20 years!!
Wat i've learnt???
I dun know...
LOST ba..
haha..
But I know my frens are always out there for me...
thanks...
Thanks Geraldine, Meiling, Qing Yan, Faiz, Kor (Banana King), Boris, Ricky, Si Ming, Pei Qi...
Ee Lin, May Fen, Gary, so much more... My life can nv be this colourful without u all..
Thanks for tolerating my stupid attitutde and character..
Sometimes when things happen, I dun say, you all know already...
Guess u all know me better then I do...
or should say really understands me...

no one is perfect...
but I know I'm not on the average...
lower than average...
I guess I admit...
I wish after I turn 21 in a few months time...
A brand new life will start...
tis 20 years of "lesson" life should be enough le...
I hope to lead a better life with my frens around me...
thanks for everything!

copied an entry from ricky by kor

2008-11-02T05:08:00.000-08:00

I jus came across my fren's blog when i'm "emo-ing" again... then i saw my kor's nonsense speech... (banana king aka zhao hong)... haha.... i cant stop laughing though i'm "DEPRESSED" again.

here it goes...

a randomly meaningful quote by Banana King, Lau Zhao Hong:
if the donut shall rise to the blue sky, the banana sun shalll nv c it between its eye.
if the donut shall swim deep inside the blue blue popcorn pie, the sun shall nv send banana juice to occupy

A touching story about donuts and their worldwide desolator, Chee Yong, along came the Banana King that sought to save all the donuts in the world. Epic story indeed, thanks Banana King for this wonderful speech.

Whilst holding up the tears within my eyes due to the epic level of sadness (?) that is potrayed in this poem, I shall head back and sleep a few more hours or something. I'm crying so much due to this story that I refuse to type anymore.

...

This just in! Banana King has just given another one of his wonderful speeches!

one day, a banana was walking down the road, he saw a donut and sae "hi donut", the donut was unfriendly and replied "r u implying that i m nuts ?" the banana replied NONONOO; i means "HI". The donut slap the banana and said "U R trying 2 implying tt i m nothing but juz a bunch of dough wif a HOLE" U STUPID YELLOW SOAB BOBOBOBOBOOOOl
end of story( moral of the story is all donuts r stupid)

I wonder why is there the word Bobo in the story. Maybe Bobo (my god brother as well..) is actually the Banana King's legendary descendant? ZOMFGWTFBBQ EPICLULZ

Banana Donut Theory is also a well known theory that proves the resemblance between a banana and a donut. The Theory also tries to prove that the two foods will go well together when melted down, stirred and then baked.

What will become of the banana and the donut? Stay tuned for the next episode of Banana Donut Z!

zhao hong kor's treat

2008-09-27T03:19:00.000-07:00

Since I came back from Vietnam, my god bro, zhao hong had been treating me.. trying to feed me fat fat after I lost 6kg in vietnam... from BBQ chicken to new york2 to big breakfast to MOF etc... THANKS! I've been eating good food too... hee... peter treat me MOF too... went to kenny roger with may n yvonne... then newton circus with alex and all.... Lerk Thai.... wah... all the different restaurants.. muahaha... HAPPY!

pr2 and eating and zx b'dy n dad's b'day

2008-09-14T19:47:00.000-07:00

PR2, drinking of CORN SOUP, dad's b'day n ZiXiang's b'day...

trying to bake cupcakes tat day..
then so lucky. my mixer half way spoil. then i use hand. then weighing machine my mum take tat time drop, spoil. then oven overheated, shortcircuit. SPOIL. then use Microwave... hahaha... but it taste ok... i guess... :(

then my piano then pedal got problem. spoil also... my dad fix... yeah!

zi xiang's b'day at DTE chalet. we smashed the ice cream cake on his head.. haha.. they bbq e hotdog till BURNT.

change of hanoi blog

2008-08-04T20:28:00.000-07:00

SORRY PEOPLE.
DUE TO SOME PROBLEMS, I CHANGED MY WEB ADDRESS FOR MY HANOI BLOG.
PLS GET MY ADDRESS IF U CANT ENTER THE CURRENT SITE.
I'LL ONLY BE SHOWING MY LINK AFTER I'M BACK IN SG. THANKS

jus some photos

2008-07-15T20:24:00.000-07:00

jus some photos. today quite free so i post some photos taken singapore

OSIP trip in Vietnam, hanoi blog

2008-07-04T00:50:00.000-07:00

I'm currently posting my daily entries at http://www.tinginhanoi.blogspot.com if there's anything u wan to tag. please tag here.

bad mood

2008-06-28T19:26:00.000-07:00

haiz. sian recently alot of problems. VISA delayed,
anyway, HAPPI BIRTHDAY TO GERALDINE AND FAIZ!!!!

old liao old liao!!! haha.. lol...

tat day go play arcade i got the id code to register online!!! wee~ i'm good...

tat day jac, faiz and Dine came my house play mahjong... Jac insisted to come my house.. still ask me guzheng performance for her for 1hour... diaoz. then she took my stuff then act like some china princess and take photo lo. took mt tiara, my fan.. lol

haiz. still bad mood. rarr... then yesterday kor and max chatted with me a little.felt better a bit. 5mins after they put down, -_- bad mood again. haha. Max send 21 sms to me.. -_-" morning sms. cool~ but i spend like 1min to finish readin it. muahaha. since it seems easy for him to write essay sms, then tonight increase to 30 ba. haiz.anyway nth to do, his sms all free (sg to sg free), then he like it so much, then ok lo. let him blog his stuff ba.. diaoz.

yesterday met my cousin aka my mum's goddaughter, she gave my father a set of GoldLion the wallet + dunno wat thingy. looked like pouch to me. anyway, this week bad week for me.

sian

2008-06-22T06:59:00.000-07:00

8more days to OSIP vietnam. haiz. sian. so many things happen. dunno where to start. hmm... days became more and more grey. its like jus counting down the days. seem interestin at first but second thought, it seemed very lonesome. start to miss all my frens..

tat day went to sent Zhi zhuan off to US. kinda miss him. haha. he in Singapore like dun care even if 1year nv see him. suddenly that moment of sending seems sad. i wonder if my frens or parents will miss me e same? haiz. Zhi zhuan's mum appeared to be super nice and friendly. my impression of her used to be super fierce and stuff. haha. but she's super funny and young at heart. haha. she still get chase Zhizhuan around.haha.cute. like friends. his mum gave me a small piglet mooncake biscuit. say zhizhuan's favourite... . -_-

anyway, tat day went Bugis the "guan in" temple pray pray. its not due to praying or devoted in buddhism therefore i go.. since young my mum said they made me "guan in" 's god daughter. i dunno how but there's alot of these stuff... like parents bring their child at young to become the god's child or something to get more blessing i believe. maybe its because of this, whenever i got bad mood or feel down, i'll go there and "chat". not really ask for blessing or pray. more like speaking out my problems. ok la. sounds stupid. but at least i know my secrets wont be spilled and being her god, she wont look down on me or watever. and who knows? maybe she'll really give me blessing? haha. somehow it does help. i mean everytime after i came out of temple i feel much more lighter.

i'm very excited about the trip. but seriously i kinda miss my mum and dad. been protected so well. nv really been independent b4. its not that i scared. but jus tat i dunno i can adapt anot. sometimes i told myself "my god mum is a god. she'll look after me.." haha... sound so stupid.. lol. hey hey. stupid things like tat does help. haha. make myself happy a little. at least bluff yourself tat there's somebody out there caring for u. haha.

haiz. dunno wat i talking about also.haha. anyway, i got alot of photos. all lazy post.haha. other days ba. put too much later dine and sq wan lelong. night!

piano songs

2008-06-12T19:09:00.000-07:00

Piano lesson How to play "Chopsticks"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7EgsYvhMva8
^^^^ request from Geraldine^^^^

Richard Clayderman - Ballade Pour Adeline
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vlyC4O4GeqI

Chopsticks Concerto Style
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1t51rE_eyG4

Richard Clayderman(A Comme Amour)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R5S-rfEnNOc

Dream wedding - Richard Clayderman 夢中的婚禮 - 理查德克莱德曼【阿泰精選推薦】
(Marriage D'amour)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=svT_-1Kzk0o

All my favourite pieces. recently suddenly i go classical... anybody who got marriage d'amour score, pls give me....

sneak pictures

2008-06-10T06:43:00.000-07:00

wah finally took our consent form for oversea student internship programe! yeah! OSIP here i come! so happy! see that big burger? its a 1.5kg cake! i wan! then yesterday went repair phone, today collect. saw tat guy again. he talked a lot to me again.know wat? they say my phone no problem. nonsense. no problem then y keep auto shut off? rarr... make me boil blood. my kor accompany me go today. then today he look down on me, he say so far so many years only 2-3 person manage to take his front view picture. haha.too bad! i got it! he tat day gave me too ferris wheel tickets.i dragged my mum go. opposite got one baby very cute. keep calling "jie jie!!!" hee. then i wave back and smile. oh ya, took pokemon photo for mayfen. then accompany geraldine repair her laptop. free mocha! and guess wat? another geraldine's front view! I'm the legendary sneak photographer! muahaha!! check out the scary tunnel tat geraldine lead me to and jac's colourful socks! I'll nv wear colourful stuff. i always black.haiz. dunno y.i seems emo.lol. saw rainbow tat day. HAPPY DAY!

LINK funny youtube

2008-06-02T07:47:00.000-07:00

PLS WATCH THIS 2 LINK
DAMN FUNNY

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-rg7Dl7n8bY
^^^^NTU LECTURER^^^^

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jMaHWdO1BP8
^^^^MONEY NOT ENOUGH^^^^

FLY FLY INTO MY EYES

2008-06-02T07:08:00.000-07:00

wah today so many things happen. I passed FTT!!! then while walking to bus stop to return school, a fly of some flying insect dashed in my right eye ball!!! damn disgusting!!!!!!! then i rub my eyes. hoping the black thing will come out. then faiz shouted "your eye lash your eye lash!!!". then i rub rub rub, black thi ng came off. then he say nothing le. but i feel got some thing. then i rub somemore, wah corner my eyes got somemore black black. EWW!!!

then go home tat time went to REDZ2. they having sales. so went in with may.look weird on me. haha.lol.

then the minibicycle you saw? my dad say "ppl one round you need cycle how many rounds.." wheels so small!!! haha.

then go home with may, got this pervert. his right hand the armpit on my head la! GROSS! then nvm. he stand i sit no choice. i tolerate... i ren!!! then his butt keep rubbing / lying on my left hand shoulder la! i bet if i'm shorter, he would have SITTED ON MY SHOULDER! ARGH! stupid guy! smack his face.

See geraldine so emo.. haha. zhihao lying on table like sleeping buddha.haha... oh ya.. saw my ben and jerry? $7.50!!!! my fren treat! yipee!!! thanks darrell!!!

PASSED FTT

2008-06-02T01:46:00.000-07:00

WEE~ I PASSED MY FTT!!!!!!!!!!!
FIRST ATTEMPT PASS! COOL!!!!
HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!

eyetune, accident, leg,batman

2008-05-27T06:04:00.000-07:00

tat day went dhoby ghaut eat the "satay fish"... haha... my "husband" mayfren intro de... haha. then saw the eyetunes. very g00d. its a eye massanger ..g0t heat de... still g0t music like mp3... haha. i dun dare try. scared hand foot mouth disease. hahaha... kidding. faiz made a very g00d promoter.

then today on bus saw one aunty. leg put so high... EE... smelly... haha.

saw a batman truck in bus. haha

then tat day on CCN day, g0t one gal came running after me then stop me. she said her name was JOY. then she passed me a card. its an admission ticket to some unknown auditorium in public to watch a play call "imposter".
then she ask al0t weird questions like u yr wat, wat course, why haven go home. *only 4.40pm... where u wan me go. normal school time wat!* then she later ask for my number i see her year 1 keep calling me senior like some cute gal i give lo.

then on sun, she sms me"hi ting ting this is joy! wat u doing!" then i dun remember her. then i say i dunno who is she. "I'm joy! a fren tat give u joy!" -_- baka... then later she keep smsing me. then i thought this person kuku. i said i really dunno u then she said sorry.

then when i go home, suddenly remember the ticket thingy. so i sms back e gal i remembered her. so mon when we went dhoby ghaut to orchard and vise versa, i keep smsing her. then she say want know more about me when i reach home. she still say wan meet me. ask me attached or single. then i called her after dinner. she rejected my call. then sms ask me sms instead. then i suddenly guessed she a guy. somehow g0t this weird feeling.

then today early morning wake me up le. then sms like crazy. then we suggested use geraldine's phone call pretend. firstly he dun dare pick up. but later ha call back.

Dine"hello? can i speak to faiz?"
joy"ya? do u have msg for him?"
dine"is this faiz's number?"
joy"ya."
dine"nvm. i call back later"
then its a guy. we all start to play. i sms him using dine's phone about some mdm tay wants to see him in lab4.. "HAFIZ, MDM TAy...."haha *where is lab 4 i also dunno..lol* then he replied ok... crazy fellow. etc...a lot sms.. then till later we sms "HAFIZ say this is not his number then who r u?" *we change name from faiz to hafiz he still dunno then still admit its him. crazy guy. then when he know he's identity exposed already he said "is u who call me. how i know?" *hey, i call u hafiz, meet lab 4... not strange meh?* still say we call bla bla bal... crazy. then later he sms says "i am desmond. care to intro?" wah.. thick skin! then geraldine sms wif him lo. till i suggest we trick him again. we sms him "I am ben. nice to meet you. you care to intro yourself first?" haha.... he dun dare reply. lol!!!!! haha..

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today got 2 motor clash. mini accident. 2 guy one gal. gal no injured. no blood. only sit down there cry. some poly gal. then i was in the bus. the car beside my car, i ang mo, dash out and run across the cross junction and help them pick up their bike and drag the crying gal to thr traffic light. then rush back his car. wah. helpful sia. i'm really touch. foreigners.... sometimes i tink more willing to help then sg ppl... haiz.

mass update

2008-05-24T07:55:00.000-07:00

_So many days never upload pictures. today one shot upload all. posts all up already. jus there these are the pictures that i never upload. _________________________________________________________________________

Some photo i took.. boring ma. hee..

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My collections of electronics devices. from digimon to tamagotchi to other cheap and expensive devices. (japan, thai,Singapore, usa, china...)

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FAiz and my handbag. Ting2 candy for only $1. my candy why so worthless??? read the sign.. broken english. (this IS not a dustbin & printed ON both side)found a knife in class. Ping pong day.

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ANthony and jAck playing guitar and singing. faiz trying to act cute. then ENG fire drill... some crazy gal tat wear role play clothes everyday around school. some pictures took at DOWN TOWN EAST WIF MAY and the ACRES animal protection bear pic from tampines mall.

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ALL these pictures are the first week in my class. Free and easy! badminton, squash, ping pong, mahjong, sleeping. oh! the TP? tat day nearly got caught by the TP for jay walking. all stories i got post. only pictures now then post. sorry

TIRING DAY

2008-05-23T07:15:00.000-07:00

many days nv posts le.. tat day went to play PING PONG and BADMINTON. then JOGGING wif my dad. so many exercising these few days.wah... i muscle ache like crazy.. yesterday still train with my left hand. not bad... only this morning my left arm ache... aiya.. whole body ache... problematic child. lol

My project need to re-do. sian.... mus help RV do annual book. 1st annual book in Hanoi leh!!! 1st Newsletter also leh! haha. but very stressful... haiz. this sunday also burn. going geraldine's house do project. tired.

today went RV centre at Tanjong Pagar. wah... nv eat proper meal. morning Mr BEan the soya bean. dinner mushroom soup. one big bowl. terrible... I wan Minestrone, the guy gave me mushroom... haiz... nvm. then Faiz let me eat some of his chocolate cake.. die. me and jacintha need to go jogging le... CHOCOLATES are FATTENING!!!! but nice.... haha...

then after RV, went to ORCHARD to buy things for my niece.her 21st birthday. but nth. then in order to save money, me and geraldine followed FAIZ and walked from ORCHARD to DOHBY GHAUT wif our high heels.... so tiring

Project & badminton & collecting of phone

2008-05-15T18:40:00.000-07:00

WAH.... today morning while waiting to clock in at 8.30am, i sat down beside the biomatrics machine like some KIASU people then read my FTT book... was tired at first by later after reading, like woke up... super energetic. other than the yawning part tat is... eyes quite awake la...

oh ya... my right eye yesterday night like swollen red. PAin like crazy! now swell a bit. haiz.. my dad very worried. he changed his shift to afternoon and offered to send me see doctor.

then tat day went to sent my SLIM phone to repair. Ernst accompanied me too. then the FAT phone the sim card i dunno how to take out ma... then i pass to Ernst help me take out and transfer sim lo. then while the person key in my particulars, we chatted a bit... then i think e one who serves us "DANIEL", evasdrops.

then went to collect my SLIM phone. the same guy.. -_-" DANIEL again. then he like ask "where is your fren?","He went overseas already ar?"... I super shock la! like how he know sia.. then i jus say ya... then he ask me damn lot of questions la! like "how come u nv go with him leh", "go there for wat", "wat country?","wat school?","YEAR 1 ar?"..... HELLO~ I"M YEAR3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ...etc. he still ask alot more. i nv knew collecting phone needs more than 10 mins chit chat session of non-phone related questions... then I need to transfer my sim to test the repaired phone. very pai sae... i dunno how to take out my sim... =D hee... then i pass to him. ask him take out for me... not funny ok,.... my dad also dunno how to take the sim from the FAT phone ok.... RARRR... and lastly he ask me "DO YOU WAN TO SHARE CAB WITH ME? YOU LIVE IN PASIR RIS RIGHT?"....
!!!!!!!!!!!HOW HE KNOW SIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SCARY.....

then b4 sleep, i sms to ernst they all. they commented that the food.... "NO COMMENTS!" hahaha............. wish them luck! woo hoo~ Hai Phong famous for their seafood... geraldine says if i go there sure suffer... ME=TOUCH SEAFOOD DIE... HAHA...

NOW HALF WAY DO PROJECT HALF WAY BLOG. MULTI TASKING. GOOD? haha... proud of myself. later going play badminton. i brought my clothes and towel everything. guess wat? nv bring my shoe! rarr...

Ernst ask me take care of his HONEY~(ZhenZong).... cos he alone ma... haha. then i sms ZZ tell him if he bored can find us. and told him that ernst call him honey and ask me take care him.. then he sms back "MUS TAKE GOOD CARE OF ME AR~"..... feel like i'm takin care of some pet... haha... kk... think end here. bye!

ENGLISH TRAINING lesson : faiz video & nick'S GROUP

2008-05-14T06:36:00.000-07:00

VIDEO OF FAIZ TEACH WRONGLY!!!!!!!!

jus now chatted with furong, Zhen zong and Ernst awhile. Zhen Zong PROMPT me to blog him as the POPULAR GUY IN TP...... and..... ERNST SAID THAT....

ZHENZONG = his HONEY
FURONG = his BABY

ZHENZONG HINTED ME TO WRITE de.... he also asked me to blog more about him to made him more popular... er hem.... BLEAH. XP

then BON VOYAGE!!!! THEY LEAVING singapore TML!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TAKE CARE!

send Zhen Zong e video about the blind man... Ernst begged me to send the video to him and not to post it here... but too bad!!! haha. i send it to Zhenzong and published it on blog. only its still processing. not ready to be viewed... ZZ say i bully Ernst cos he wear till very smart.... hey... is NICK bully... he boss right? i mean the blind man thingy he planned de ma... no meh? hmm... haha... ZZ say Ernst poor thing... hee hee...

English training lesson

2008-05-14T03:43:00.000-07:00

had fun yesterday... our group teach TIME... Nick's group play the blind man, haha..... madeline teach the wat you do after school.. so fun. hee hee.. faiz teach wrong thingy..... 4pm say 5pm.... haha.. being corrected by students... shame shame... Ernst walk walk walk then bang wall... BANG WALL!!!!!!!! hahahahaha.. DAMAGED SCHOOL PROPERTY... HOR HOR.. THEN IN CLASS USE HAND PHONE... PROOF BY GERALDINE... er.... due to geraldine's LARGE RESOLUTION VIDEO SIZE/ FORMAT i couldn't get faiz's video... the rest i took using my phone.... for faiz video... hmmm.... see how.. or visit geraldine's blog/ faiz's blog...

then had some fun time taking photos of myself...

IKEA outing again

2008-05-02T21:44:00.000-07:00

Went to Ikea wif jac, faiz, geraldine and MAx... had lots of fun taking pictures.... lol... hmmm... these few days alot things happen and a lot of outings wif may too.. like DTE... J8..etc.. lazy update.... laptop got virus... after install the stupid nortan anti virus, worse.... all jam... MSN and friendster got problem.... external hard disk and C drive all problematic... argh!!!!!!!!!!!!

summon

2008-04-23T07:42:00.000-07:00

I got took pictures.... but lazy to upload... too much exercise... think all my body joints going dislocate already! haha... maybe a few later i'll post up. so re check for the pictures!

Wah... everyday in class nth to do!!!! play mahjong, cards games, dai dee... uno stacko, brick game, DS... etc la!!!!! everyday play game from 9am - 5.30pm. kill me la. then yesterday and today our class played squash, badminton, swimming, jogging, captain ball... etc... lol. cos this week is called the add/drop week. which means if you dun wan your allocation, you can change if not wait for your date within the week to be interviewed by the company.... then meanwhile got nth to do ma... so.. haha... even our supervisor say good to play sports.. say we very sporty though we're suppose to do research like the students allocated in school. but we all allocatted outside... nth to do... so too bad!

then yesterday played mahjong... some kaypo teacher walked in. he's not a surpervisor at all and his job is not even to supervise us... he jus kaypo to walk around and check on the year 3 la! then nvm. he peep in... nv saw us playing mahjong at first as we're all leaning forward as the table is too long... he saw my fren sleeping on table with umbrella covering his face.... then he come in scold.
then my fren kan cheong... take ring file trying to cover the tiles. that covered 3/4 of it. the rest of the players also gan cheong... so trying to push in the tiles into the file. but tiles drop. then teacher walked over and scolded them and callled my frens' supervisor... but supervisor (course manager) nv say anything cos he said its ok. cos we got nth to do!!!!! 9am - 5.30pm leh!!!! try seating in a room doing nth!!!! haiz...

then while going home, exiting the small gate, a bunch of students shouting to me "TP students! do not jaywalk! use overheadbridge!!!!" keep shouting... i felt weird. ask geraldine to stop. she dun wan. so me rebecca and her walked towards the road and ready to proceed. but one lorry blocked our way and green light. so cant cross.... then i thought the ppl across the road at the bus stop looked weird and me and rebecca saw traffic police... hee hee... then we pretend, act blur... faster walk towards the other bus stop and mix around wif another group of students after some time and up the bridge... while on bridge, we shouted the same phrase to another bunch of students asking them not to cross lo. but more obvious by telling them straight that there's traffic police... haha... then later we cross lo... then while opposite already, we still so many students attempting to cross... so we hand signal over. some saw and goes back, some ignored cos dunno wat we meant, some busy looking at vehicles as they cross... haha... so still got ppl got fine $20... poor thing.... haha... but fun la... some cross half way then saw our signal then faster run back across the road... lol. lame. fun... phew! i jus saved $20!

KL malaysia!!!

2008-04-15T01:40:00.000-07:00

wow! went to KL for 1 week like tat.... went to a few places la... then their china town like india town. all stuff sell by indian.... the whole china town only few chinese restaurant.... mostly indian... smell like indian.... dots. they sell muah chee with ribena, mango, green tea and some other weird flavours.... haha.. bought a 5GUESS wallet at 62RM after bargain from 92RM. hee... then 3chanel wallet, 2gucci wallet, 1 gio gio armani, 1 levis, 2 dunno wat brand is it... 1 GUESS handbag which i'm using now.... wah.... like all damn cheap. that person selling say made in KOREA.... aiya who cares..... diaoz. went to eat A&W... wah... their chicken rice tasted so much better than their KFC chicken.... oh ya... weird right? A&W sell chicken rice? haha...

they got one shopping center called TIME SQUARE. wah vivo city x2-3... amazing. 10 floor!!!! ate kenny roger... ordered family set meal only $30+. damn cheap. eat till left all bones... haha.then.... hmm.... there's penguins in my suite!!!! cool! our suite damn big la!!!!! haha.... there's a shop called UNDER.. they sell UNDER WEAR... hhahaha.. lol. erm... very dirty their road....

played with cards everyday... i become pro liao... haha... went to make a tattoo... yifei say its NICE!!!! rawr!!! hee hee... aiya.. still got many stuff... dunno how to write.. lol.

ming sheng kor kor wedding

2008-04-15T00:50:00.000-07:00

Before i went to KL, i went to my cousin's wedding. I helped out in the reception counter.... erm... watever is that called.. sit there for 3hours like tat prepare name list take attendance... bla bla.... collect ang pow..... fun la... their 1 YAM-SENG last for 3mins.... diaoz... everyone stand there like 10mins for 3 yam seng... leg ache ar!

my sweet potato

2008-04-15T00:25:00.000-07:00

HAHA... i planted 2 sweet potato!!!! so big!!!! hee hee!!!! well done!! so happy! going to plant more

sucess words

2008-03-31T04:43:00.004-07:00

Mon Pais Cas Pissaas Bole Maha Nahu

Ham Dam Sam Nam Jam Pin Chu

YAA HAIYOO YAA KAIYOOM

spells

2008-03-31T04:38:00.000-07:00

"King Boreas of the north wind, by the powers of earth,
I call you to carry my wish to the northern quarter,
And by the powers of the gnomes, I ask that you bring me success.

"King Eureus of the East Wind, by the power of air,
I call you to carry my wish to the Eastern quarter,
And by the powers of sylphs, I ask that you bring me success".

"King Notus of the south wind, by the powers of fire,
I call you to carry my wish to the southern quarter,
and by the powers of Salamanders, I ask that you bring me success".

"King Zephyrus of the west wind, By the powers of water, I call you
to carry my wish to the western quarter and by the power s of undines, I
ask that you bring me success".

That thou shalt be turned into a stone,
And that all thy wits shall be turned front to back,
And that over thy face the loathsomeness shall creep,
And that as in a coffin thy limbs shall be bound,
And that light shall be withheld from thine eyes,
And that thy house and lands shall be impoverished and spoiled,
And that all the nourishment shall taste to thy toungue as wormwood,
And that shou shalt be held alien from thy fellow man,
And that these things shall be so until I release thee,
I spread this table and mark this stone
And spit upon it and conceal it,
And light these candles and apply these poisons,
And fix this curse upon thee
In the names of the Four Fires
Whose names are RIL, YUT, SAR, and LOD,
Who shall consume thee as they are consumed

why to me?

2008-03-31T04:11:00.001-07:00

i feel so awfully terrible... i dunno wat help i can do.. i feel so helpless.. i dunno wat's happening... i very worry. why would stupid things happen around me? y? my entire life sux... i'm so terribly in pain.....

Marina square wif faiz and jac

2008-03-27T20:06:00.000-07:00

went to eat MOF again. lol. quite mad. the desert suppose to be free. then the cashier never strike out. in the end we out pay extra. rarrr! anyway, we had fun taking photos on the wall... hock meng helped me to buy a external hard disk... 160GB for $129. he passed it to me when i go school yesterday to meet teacher about OSIP. then the weird thing is tat the product from his company, there's isnt any sensor thingy... i mean hock meng's company nv put any sensor tag in the product... but when i went marina shopping, half way goi ng in a shop, the alarm system beep... so pai sae. the sales person very nice. tell m maybe i jus now buy something they nv deactivate the thing for me so helped me.. lucky hock meng got paste the A4 sized receipt on the product itself. phew. if not later ppl think i shoplift... rarrr.. i called and wanted to scold hock meng for not deavitvating the sensor thingy before passing to me, in the end become him asking a thank you from me. he say cos he paste the receipt there.. arghhh!

20th b'day at sentosa

2008-03-20T20:29:00.000-07:00

yesterday went to sentosa with may, faiz and SQ.. haha.. had lots of fun.. then went to RamanTen to eat.. SUCKS! taste horrible! rarr! MOF still the best.. muahaha.... then reach home my parents bought a big octopus soft toy for me.. cos i sotong ma.. blur blur.. but they cant find sotong so buy octopus.. yeah... Oozy got papa le! hee hee...

Ben's house b4 my 20th b'day

2008-03-18T19:06:00.000-07:00

Tat day went to eat shabu-shabu with my parents.. (mini jap hotpot)

Yesterday went to Ben's house.. His mum called me last week to go over her house last mon.. but that mon i fall sick. AhChew~ so i post pone till yesterday. His mum went to Australia with KaiShi jiejie during CNY and bought me a penguin bracelet. very cute! went to her house yesterday,,, planned to go home early. didn't expect it to rain very heavy. then aunty laugh say in chinese "xia yu tian, liu ke tian.." which means raining days are days to retain guests. haha. then they cooked dinner for me lo. so touched. so long nv see them le.

then uncle uncle ask me why i sick nv see doctor.. i say not serious no need see doctor. then later he cough. ask him got see doctor... he say not serious nvm. then aunty say we both stubborn. dun wan see doctor. haha.

later going home, aunty gave me ang pow while uncle in room watching tv. then i rejected the ang pow... she say for b'day... then i say bracelet enough le... then aunty run into room complain to uncle then uncle scold me lo.. "this angpow for your b'day! give good luck one!!!!!! must take!!!"....etc.. haha.. then i take lo. then they happy.. lol. fun day chit chatting with aunty.. hee

COPY AND PASTE FROM ZHIHAO BLOG.. SUPER FUNNY> haha

2008-03-16T19:29:00.000-07:00

COPY AND PASTE FROM ZHIHAO BLOG.. SUPER FUNNY> haha

For those who are in loved and soon be in love. (pls spend some time to read..)

Love Questions / Puibabe lame Answers <<

1. Touch her waist. Why must touch & cannot put the arms around her waist??
2. Actually talk to her. Ask her wat she wants to eat
3. Share secrets with her. Tell her how many gfs u have outside???
4. Give her your jacket. Singapore so hot.. wear wat jacket?
5. Kiss her slowly. haven kiss her my saliva are drooling already :S

6. Hug her. of cuz hug when a girl offer me to hug la~!
7. Hold her. hug and hold got wat different?
8. Laugh with her. her jokes are lame and not funny.. how to laugh with her?
9. Invite her somewhere. my house? my room?
10. Hangout with her and your friends together. means we dont need our own private time?

11. Smile with her. why i be be parrot?
12. Take pictures with her. me very fat so cant fit into the camera frame
13. Pull her onto your lap. wat if she is heavy?
14. When she says she loves you more,deny it. Fight back. bo liao~ love is come and go wan~!
15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends, it makes her feel loved. its lame~ i experienced this before~ its useless ;)

16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her. say too much she will get bored~!17. Kiss her unexpectedly. later she give me 1 tight slap only.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist. 1 tight slap still not enough?
19. Tell her she's beautiful. she will say abuthen~ im not beautiful than who is beautiful?
20. Tell her the way you feel about her. she says i am toking nonsense :(

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman. no $$ buy car.. and im not a gentleman too~!
22. Tell her she's your everything -only if you mean it. if she is my everything than i will have nothing :(
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT-so just hug her. A slap from her again only~!
24. Make her feel loved. how? girls wont feels satisfied no matter how much we do for them...
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know !! Slap from her x10 times only...

26. Don't lie to HER. which guy dont lie to the girl he love????
27. DON'T cheat on her. which guy dont cheat his gf???
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants. Siao wat if she says Venus/Moon/Sun ????
29. Text messege or call her in themorning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her. later she reply i am busy and u are disturbing me
30. Be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can ALWAYS count onyou. she will find me a nuisance

31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold YOU too. thot Q4 says give her jacket??
32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her. thot Q25 says kiss her in front of her frens?
33. Kiss her on the CHEEK (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her). she will says pls dont kiss on the cheek or else i will have pimples popping out soon :(
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY. she will scold me say watch movie kiss wat kiss.. concentrate~!
35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If shes upset, comfort her. if she dont leave how are we gonna cool down leh???

36. When people PISS her, stand up for her. sorry i am not robin hood.
37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her. how deep?? later see the eye's shit how?
38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart. Link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you. my heart beats unsteadily..
39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND. she will slap me again for grabbing her hand
40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible. for wat? to join the guinness book record of holding her in my arms???

41. Call or text her at night to wish her SWEET DREAMS. i always do that but she got no sweet dreams after i wish her~!
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears. later complain tissue dirty than cheek got pimples again how?
43. Take her for LONG walks at night. bring her go hunt for Mas Selamat arh???
44. ALWAYS Remind her how much you love her. her memory so poor wan meh??
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her. IM SO FAT~! sit on top of her she will die~!

in the celebration of my early 20 b'day at mof

2008-03-16T18:56:00.000-07:00

in the celebration of my early 20 b'day at MOF... haha. went to marina square for the 4th time in this week. MAx bring me treat me eat MOF and bought me a bracelet... happy! lol... bought a few tops and a dress for my cousin wedding... why i got 5 cousin!!! ROMx5, weddingx5... can die... lol. aiya, last wedding no clothes wear tat time tie towel up... haha... kidding. so happy! birthday on good friday! yipee! good day. hee hee... anyway, tat day went to AH YAT Dim Sum restaurant to celebrate my lunar birthday... then we ordered 12 plates and 1 fried cereal prawns... then later the price come out wah! damn cheap! haha.. then later as we shop downstairs the building, i count count count, how come no prawn? haha.. then i realise they free prawn of $20++.. lol.... free = forget include... lol. good lo. then my dad say b'day present.. lol...

then these few days cos my dad he under in charge of the operation of Mas Selemat... need to stand by in camp... then everyday around 9am reach home.. then tat day before he go home, he told his colleagues that he very tired... wan go home sleep whole day... then they all say ok.. then when we reach the restaurant at noon, all his colleagues there.. haha.. one big round table.. think more than 12... then they all shock to see my dad... lol. so coincidence.. all there.. lol.

yr 2.2 results

2008-03-15T23:11:00.000-07:00

yipee!!! got improvments! jia you jia you!though results not very good but will strive to score better! gambatte!

flowers and soft toys from comics connections

2008-03-10T21:02:00.000-07:00

haha.. hehe.. tat day SQ made me angry. i didn't talk to him for the whole 2 days. then tat day he bought me a bouquet of flowers! and a SORRY card. hehe... he also went to print out the picture we took on Valantine's day. thanks! Yesterday went to take my bio-passport. damn cool! but the picture like got chicken pox... haha. the printing got error... haha.. lol... then the singapore logo beside my face.. like kenna STAMP. diaoz.... to make sure i'm a singaporean? lol. then after that me and may went to buy soft toys... haha... actually i took 6keychains as well... but then i calculate like over shopped.. so took one only... sob. heee.... wah.... so happy! now my Oozy and my Dragon got pals liao.. hee hee...

doggies

2008-03-10T20:40:00.000-07:00

Some dogs jus dunno how to sleep properly...